Of the daughter and the mother in the poem "A Photograph" by Shirley Toulson, whose loss was greater?A Photograph (Excerpt)by Shirley Toulson... A...

... The sea
holiday
Was her past, mine is her laughter. Both wry
With the
laboured ease of loss.

This
quote from the poem holds the answer to the question of whose loss is greater. These
lines contain ambiguity intended by the poet that gives the
clue to the answer.

The mother's
loss is suggested in the description of "wry ... laughter."
"Wry" is defined as warped, twisted, sardonic,
bitter, scornful, derisive, mocking, cynical. A wry laugh is not a happy
laugh. A wry laugh is one that scorns because the expectations of youthful life have not
been met: wry laughter scorns the mother's past because the hopes for her present life
were not met. For a mother to look an old photo of herself, taken at a happy time, with
a wry laugh means that she has lost her hope, her joy, her true laughter, her sense of
worth and self. This is a lot to lose. The poem leaves no question that this is what the
mother lost because her laughter is "wry" and thus self-mocking: there is only one
meaning for wry, and wryness only comes to a person through great disillusionment and
bitter personal loss.

When the
daughter persona of the poem suggests that her own past loss is the
mother's laughter, ambiguity is created. "Past" and "loss"
are equated through the word "both" so that since the daughter's past is the mother's
laughter, her loss is her mother's laughter. Ambiguity here makes it unclear whether the
loss is because the mother stopped genuinely laughing when wry laughter intruded on life
or whether the laughter stopped from the mother's death ... or both. Since the poet
chooses a photo that she describes with disaffection as "the cardboard," the soundest
analysis is that the daughter is speaking of both the loss of genuine heartfelt
laughter, replaced as it was by wry laughter, and the loss of laughter pursuant to her
mother's death, for she has "been dead nearly as many years" as the girl on the
cardboard lived.

The daughter's
loss then is two-fold: her loss of the joy of her mother's true laughter
and the loss of her mother's life. The mother's loss is
two-fold as well: the loss of her belief in her past, which she came to see through
cynical eyes, and the loss of hope and joy in her present life. Based upon this analysis
of the poem's intentional ambiguity, it seems impossible to say that one or the other
had the greater loss. The loss of your own life to yourself, the intrusion of wry
bitterness with lost hopes and dreams, is a painful loss. At the same time, a daughter's
loss of her experience of her mother's true laughter followed by loss due to her death,
is an equally painful loss. The ambiguity of these lines
indicates that the poet wants us to understand and mourn the loss that each
experiences.

There are two additional points to consider in
trying to understand the ambiguity of the losses. (1) The daughter's loss would have
been less had the mother not lost her genuine laughter. (2) Both pasts, "sea holiday"
and "her laughter," were "wry / With the laboured ease of loss." The personified "sea
holiday" was wryly mocking the mother and it experiences its own loss because of their
"terribly transient feet," since all three girls have (or will) die like the mother has
died.